i met a boy last year, in my school. he had been dating this girl for the past 5 months when we met.
we became good friends and i liked him but never told him for obvious reasons, then one day. amidst truth or dare he confessed he liked me and so did i.
we fell in “love” or atleast i did. things were working out fine but i didnt like the fact that he had a gf but claimed to love me. i am no booty call. i set the record straight to him with me wishes. he agreed to call it off with his gf but he didnt, gradually things changed. the boy who spoke to me 24x7,now, talks to me once in a month.
its not that he loves his gf. he once told me that “he has no genuine reason to stay with her, yet no reason to break up”
she is his only company in school. im the popular kiddi in school who everyone wants to befriend and he wants to remain in the folds.
i never imagined having a family and all kinds of crap until i met him. i write to him everyday. seeing your blog i understood im no exception, there are more crazy people in this world like me.
Thank you, love.
d e a r j o,
it had been quite a while, hadn’t it? you never really knew me well. i bet you don’t even remember me, now. a friend called me today, saying she saw you with your friends in the mall.
i didn’t know if i should be happy, or sad. i still don’t know what to do.
i’m not a stalker, jo but i really want to know where you are. i missed you, that is. we never really used to talk, but i could see the glances you stole at me.
maybe it was nothing, maybe i was imagining it. people say it will lead to nothing, having a silly crush and being that young.
but it’s just a crush, jo. it won’t hurt anyone. i can still remember you, laughing sarcastically at my bad puns, maybe you already forgot me.
all i know, is maybe now, you can think of me. i wish you would, jo.
i wish you would
yours truly, me.
My name is Angelie. I’m 17.
I met a boy. His name is Matthew.
He thought I was weird.
And said I was pretty.
He liked me.
He asked me out.
I asked him to prom.
He told me he loved me.
I cried, because I loved him, too.
I’ll never love a man, Matthew, like I love you.
If you’re in the DC/Maryland area I’ll be doing a poetry reading at Sweet and Natural at 9pm. It’s totally free, so please join me! I’ll be spitting poems, throwing glitter, and talking about feelings! The address is 4009 34th St, Mt Rainier, MD 20712. Hope to see you all tonight!
All the best,
Well…that’s a tough question to answer. When I wanted to show “Him” I loved him, I wrote one hundred letters and proclaimed it to the world. But I wouldn’t suggest you do something this big, honestly, in love, it’s all the small things you do (even if it’s something as small as not wearing glittery nail polish around him because you know he doesn’t like it) that show a person your true feelings. That attention to detail reveals so much.